betty boop pajama's with a thought in my head laying in my bed typing instead

i wish i had someone to hold me right now instead of having the cold air hug me .. i wish i can feel a kiss instead the water kiss my lips ..... maybe i should cut my phone off all together nobody calls me anyway .......feel like my temeperature has went up like crazy probably why i feel so sick . have a tough decision to make sooner than later and i wonder will i pull through or let it fall thru my hands again ......man these pajama's are comfy . all my friends that i thought were turnt out not ......i will be soon deleting all the phony's off my facebook wont even get a call or a facebook note so im like i will save yall the trouble and do what you wont do and that is wasting both our time still wondering about valentines day i have treated like a non important holiday maybe in some cases it is.... people rush out to get candy and treat the person they love extra special when they should be like that all along why wait on the holidays and then people get childish when they dont get there way ........ i really dont care if people dont love me i love myself and that all that matters anyway too tired to type right now