Besides my vent blog the brighter side of things

oh man i had such a somewhat great day i received my Motorola clutch it so cool the text kinda will take some time to get used too ....
i thought of my bookie while looking at it the color the available everything ....
sometimes i wonder tho is somebody heart true that they don't reply back when i say i love you maybe cause they don't feel it and maybe i should leave it alone the thought instead of worrying if the person hate me or something ........

Ive been looking at my Betta fish (midnight iris ) and (jade) they seem alot happy in there nice clean bowls i put a live plant in there so they can feel better it seem to cheer them up and put some brine shrimp in there they really liked it maybe i will do a YouTube video .......
i started thinking of all the wonderful questions in the world and what could be the answer i gave a beautiful answer to a question asked today maybe the question will be asked again who knows ......

when i love i love hard each day i love even harder so maybe i should stop before i scare a love away that usually what happens anyway ... who knows what the future will hold but sometimes i feel like I'm gonna be brokenhearted at the end of my rope ....i pray to god that each turns out better because each day i feel no hope at times i eat once a day like today wishing i had a meal and a family to share that with but all i have is nothing but loneliness and tears its like at some point my body adapts that i only eat once or twice a day praying to god wondering where my next meal or if unemployment gonna grant me a extension because I'm gonna need it this i feel is the roughest I've been smiling on the outside and crying on the inside with only cigarettes to comfort me at night which isn't good sometimes i go without those even though i have it people claim they don't have much but look at my situation and they should be glad they go to bed with a full belly ......i know the lord will make away times will get better i guess i have to keep the faith even though it feel like i have nothing left anyway bout to get teary eyed think i need a ciggy goodnight folks love peaches