New Attitude old negative out the window

I figure the best way to love my life is to appreciate it more .
And make the most of it . Stop pretending to be happy and be happy .Be thankful for all the family that i do love , that loves me back.
I look up to my older cousin vanisha cause she always stay positive no matter what so if she can do it right ? Right i have this feeling that this year will be a spectacular one that i will make my brother and my grandmothers proud . Because im gonna do what i need to do in my life with god's help acourse to make me happy and my son happy .

Today was a okay day tomorrow will be better i sat here working on my site and my book .
The Truth Behind These Eyes a poetry book that ive had put on a shelf and didnt even think about touching but you know what its time to let the world know of my talents .So with this being a new year why not this year tomorrow isnt promise and next year isnt promised .

My goals is to do better in my schoolwork and acourse acheive my goals of finishing up this book working on my next book Letter's To God and acourse having my website as a success .

And acourse knocking all the negative people out my life . And spending more time with my siblings i only saw my brother damian one time last year and that was the last time so dont take your love ones for granted thinking they will always be here causee they might not .
I know he will watch his big sister do some things this year he is now my angel .